Will My Heart Ache in Heaven?
2002 © 2003 KNOLLWIT

I've been good
Though not perfect
But I've been better than ever I was

Yet it's different
I feel a billion pains
Another twist in my life I thought was sane

ahhh

Will my heart ache in heaven?
It's so damn painful here and now
When I'm gone
Will I have found...
That my heart aches in heaven
Carried on from when I lived
Will I heal from what they did?

Now I know
What the others felt
But why'd I have to go through hell
Wasn't caring enough?

Waves
Over brilliant waves
Only a moment's breath in between
Delays my grave

Too much
Think I'm gonna blow
Don't let me miss my chance to surface
Just let me go!

Will my heart ache in heaven?
It's so damn painful here and now
When I'm gone
Will I have found...
That my heart aches in heaven
Carried on from when I lived
Will I heal from what they did?

...I did...